You want nudes, I want NUDY * You want T&A, I want Q&A as S&A ~ Scorched Peaches! Your yang goes to war, my pussy brings you into peace ~ butt watch the door. there’s a sphinx down there and you need to know the answer.
What’s the question?
Answer ~ bringing pussy into peace as the pause
Many years ago, I stood on a black box theater stage in Atlanta as the Pussy General with this drama mandate ~ her mission? To bring pussy into peace. It wasn’t theatrical to me.
It was real.
And it still is.
NUDY and the Pussy General AND sexual peace friendship come from two psyche planks in me ~ the primal peace friend (sexual personal war) and my high shame working in the oldest pro world (sexual world war, the willing theater).
High shame? Think high art or high romance. Now think: Commanda R High. I’ll dance more into it next post during Guidance week. Hint: it involves poetry & those ecstatic poet boys pausing to contemplate the catkins in the trees.
My high shame: Three consecutive years working out of my Decatur Georgia home on the boi butch line in my mid thirties as an utterly feminine, half-naked woman, bare nipples a Backpage rubbing in my chosen PSYCHE WAR HELL HOLE that YOU call a profession, I call it the oldest pro world…wait.
I lost my place. Where am I in this scene?
What’s my line?
LINE! (that’s play rehearsal speak right there)
Yeah, the boi butch line. I dragged down my fine. Butt this needs to be seen as mystery walk in Beauty. WITH correction not sounding like Catholic sisters screaming SIN! Or else we’ll all go mad. (some more) just one problem…
Fury Reinstated
my fury’s been missing. I don’t know how to be suave, coy, or diplomat about it. not yet. best guess? MY MAJOR FEMINIST DROPPING post, probably January.
Commanda R is rape, war, and OAR in me. Me Jane, your Mary Jane the Pussy General, she wants you butt only in sexual peace friendship ~ the will to stumble ego UGH in EMO CONFLICT ZONE to step OUT into emo*diplomacy.
{*emo is always EMOTIONAL}
For Example:
I Quit Backpage 2009 to finish my lovely community beer pub homage only to stumble back in because secrets CAN and do kill. Or at least produce a waste land. I’ve been fighting my psyche war ever since, refusing my FURY that I’ve needed to carry me OUT of hell.
That fury became initiated a few days ago, dropped down today. Because of unfinished business in Decatur with my primal peace friend.
I am not here to hurt him. I am here to correct him. He hurt himself when he turned down three years of private pleading to create peace friendship.
LIKE WAR, SEXUAL PEACE IS SOURCED FROM CONSEQUENCE.
I am NOT furious with men like most women are. PARADOX: This has hurt me. Because to DISCERN correct fury from discordant complaining is correct path on this earth to sexual peace. Another time I’ll “relieve” men of THEIR righteous fury with women. Yet to pretend violent Commanda R isn’t all butt a few lost and psychotic vaginas is PATTERN confusing us into endless war.
I won’t have it anymore.
I won’t go to war with you — I shall reinstate my fury. This only prospers you, dear Footie or Footie Plank phallus. Because deep down, the emotional love and guidance you crave and need from my yin is begging to come home from war. We all are. Allow new power through? I’ll negotiate my NUDY butt with a future Big Sur photographer. And we’ll build NUDY into a gravatas of our own prized collective creation of the heart. Sound strange & amazing?
GOOD!
I will end here as the beginningness of my naturalness MY NUDY.
End Theatrical Pause Notes
*thanks to the jarhead who told me over brunch this weekend about his war unit being in a pause “Mare, that’s all they called it, a pause”
*thanks to my spirit pushing up that went and researched it
*thanks to the spiritual mystical man HEEDING this ~ sexual peace does not walk in on its own, many a man needs this strange guidance from a war perspective, and thus my need to reinstate my fury
*thanks to my committed actions: April was opening volley in my theater of sexual peace, September 8th its overture, and as of THIS week I have embedded the mysterious sexual peace splinter into Decatur and am pushing OUT in tactical theatrical PAUSE (to be continued Sorrow week) as fury
*thank you to you, whoever you are, you are needed. Find my love receiving you in my NUDY (new blog page NUDY up today!) because sex photography needs to provide a turn in the road of war
(((A)))
